Diary di Hospital

Hari ke-3:

Luluh hati Ummi melihat anakanda Azzam mengharungi cabaran untuk kembali sihat! Maafkan Ummi, Azzam. Ummi sayang Azzam. Setiap kali Azzam perlu untuk ambil nebulizer, Ummi terpaksa membedung Azzam. Ummi menangis melihat Azzam meronta-ronta mohon agar dilepaskan.

Apakan daya, Ummi mesti cekalkan hati Ummi supaya Azzam kembali cergas dan sihat. Ummi sayang Azzam!

Azzam kuat dan sabar menghadapi ujian ini. Ummi juga harus kuat supaya Azzam bisa tenang dalam proses penyembuhan ini. Moga Allah kurniakan Ummi dan Azzam kekuatan dan kesabaran menghadapi ujian ini.

Semoga esok kita boleh pulang!

Haven't wrote for quite sometimes.

It's been 3 month dan 27days for our little boy. Times fly so fast😮

Yesterday was your birthday.
Hence I bake you brownies. Although you have been wishing for quite sometimes, I just had the opportunity to bake it.

Happy birthday dear you!

Selamat melihat dunia!

Hari ke-18

Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah... Alhamdulillah

Bertambah lagi satu bahagia yang dikurnia-Nya keatas hamba-Nya semoga menambah ketaqwaan dan kesyukuran kepada-Nya selalu. Ameen

Dalam menelusuri rentetan hidup berumahtangga, ianya penuh dengan pelbagai tribulasi yang tidak terjangkau dek akal andai tiada sandaran dan kebergantungan kepada yang Maha memberi nikmat.

Saat pertama kali menerima lafaz sakinah itu, ayat cinta-Nya menambah keyakinan dan menguatkan tekad dalam menempuh segala tribulasi yang bakal dilalui dan mengambil iktibar daripada setiap tribulasi dan berazam untuk menjadi yang lebih baik untuk keluarga, juga dalam mencapai redha-Nya.

 

Ali-Imran, 3 : 159

 

"...kemudian, apabila engkau telah membulatkan tekad, maka bertawakallah kepada Allah. Sungguh, Allah mencintai orang yang bertawakal."

 

Terlalu bermakna ayat daripada surah Ali-Imran ini pada rentetan kehidupanku dalam membina keluarga yang diredhai-Nya. Berkali-kali Allah datang kan ilham untuk bertadabbur dalam mencari ketenangan jiwa dan jawapan pada persoalan yang timbul.

 

Saat ragu bertambah yakin,

Saat yakin membulat tekad.

Dan bertawakal-lah kepada-Nya

Untuk sebuah masa depan yang ditangan-Nya jua.

 

Telah Allah datangkan kepada ku seorang suami dalam memimpin menuju syurga-Nya.

Telah Allah pinjamkan kepada ku nikmat sementara selama lima minggu.

Telah Allah tetapkan jjua ketibaan sikecil melalui pembedahan.

 

Hadirnya insan kecil setelah melalui tribulasi kehidupan, pada saat yang tepat dan waktu yang bersesuaian.  Telah Dia kurniakan ujian buat hamba-Nya agar lebih kuat dan teguh menempuh cabaran yang lebih besar dalam mendidik anak ini, setelah hampir 2 minggu berada di hospital.

Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah

Anakanda Azzam bin Muhammad Amin, yang lahir tanggal 7 Ramadhan 1437 Hijri bersamaan 12 Jun 2016 pada jam 5.51 petang semoga menjadi seorang anak yang bukan sahaja bercita-cita tinggi, tetapi berdiri teguh penuh keazaman dalam menempuh kehidupan dunia penuh pancaroba dalam mencapai redha-Nya. Semoga Allah kurniakan kami kesabaran dan kekuatan dalam menjaga dan melaksanakan amanah kurnia-Nya dengan sehabis-baik dan semoga Allah mengampuni kami atas kekurangan.

"...kemudian, apabila engkau telah membulatkan tekad, maka bertawakallah kepada Allah..."

Just few weeks ago went to MPH NU Sentral to spend the book voucher which belongs to Mr Hubby. Having a blissful evening surrounded by the books and the love one.

 

As currently, I just finished most of the books that i had bought. When the mood and inspiration met, I could go on and read more than I thought I would. Perhaps maybe most the books that I had bought were in Malay language. Also the books are inspiring and motivating.

I hope I can continue this devotion and motivation to keep reading despite being busy (busy is not an excuse to not read!)

Till few more weeks before adapting to a new phase of life. I am excited as well as nervous. Hope to meet you soon dear. Wish to hug you and been missing you since forever!

XOXO

Journey to the East

It has been exactly two month since new year.

Just recently I had visited my mother's hometown and enjoying the short trip with the whole family (except my two little sisters). What more, I had the opportunity to introduce my husband to the relatives and various places which full of my childhood memories.

Although, there had been so many changes over the years of void from our visits, the beach always become our desired destination. It would be incomplete without visiting and having fun at one of the beaches. Though most of the beaches which we usually visited no longer safe for swimming especially during this monsoon season.

20th-21st February 2016

2016 first Vacation

Do things at your own pace; your own flow. Don't let what others say bother you. As long as you're determined to make it, you'll get there.-Mufti Menk

Ramadhan clearly almost at the end
How well we do during this Ramadhan?
Do we ever try the hardest and earnestly to complete it?
Do we ever try stand back after the fall?

Pray that all the effort counts and all the sins forgiven.
May we meet with the special night, Al-Qadr.
Ameen

Best wishes

Gambar sekadar hiasan

Alhamdulillah, I am 26 and 2 day- year old with a husband. Mark almost two years living as a wife.

Despite being sick on my birthday, I am bless with always caring family, getting-to-know each other family in-laws, wonderful friends and understanding and loving husband.

Thank you for all the kindnesses wish and May Allah rewards each of us with His blessing and be granted the opportunity to meet with Al-Qadr. May our Ramadhan be the bestest in our life.

P/s: It the second time celebrating the birthday on Ramadhan. What a bless :) Allhamdulillah.
P/ss: There are so much I wish I could re-do during this 26 years living on earth, but may He grant us His forgiveness for all the sins we had committed. Ameen