Monday, June 17, 2013

Tenanglah hati

Jangan di duga hati ini.
Aku bakal merana kerana tingkah laku-mu
Jangan di usik hati ini
Saat aku begitu rapuh di mata-mu

Jangan
Andai kau tidak pernah ikhlas
Jangan
Andai kau tidak mengerti maksud perit
Jangan
Andai kau punya maruah

Saat ini
Bukan saat itu
Saat itu juga
Bukan saat ini

Menunggu saatnya tiba
Bukan dalam aturan-mu
Tapi dalam aturan-Nya

Biar
Relakan hati ini tenang
Dalam dakapan aturan-Nya
Bukan dalam dakapan aturan-mu

Thursday, May 30, 2013

Another History

Yesterday
Another history
To you and to me

Another history
To be weaken?
To become stronger?
Always
The choice is ours

Another history
To be recorded
To be remembered
To become a memory
Of ours

They fall
I choose to be stronger
They rise
I still choose to be stronger
And you?

To be supported by you
In a different manner than the other
In a unique ways than the usual one
Am grateful
Am thankful

Be strong. Be stronger.
Because yesterday is a history
Because today we will create another history
A story of you and me. Ours

*Oh yeah...manglish!really. Not the best of mine, but nevertheless it is mine and its my pride.
**In the memory of my late uncle; 29.05.13 10.00 am
***Inspired by three songs: A thousand times, Patah Hati, and Trial of Life

Monday, May 13, 2013

Bangkit Semula

Berjalan. Berlari. Terjatuh.
Bangkit semula. Melangkah kembali.
Perlahan-lahan.
Aahh... Langkahku hampir ke penghujung.
Begitu berat langkah kaki.
Seakan jarak itu begitu jauh.
Keinginan untuk menamatkan perjalanan ini membuatkan aku terburu-buru.
Lantas aku jadi goyah.
Langkahku tidak teguh.
Sabarlah.
Sabarlah wahai 'daku'.
Teruslah tersenyum,
Melangkah berhati-hati sampai ke destinasi.
Bangkit semula,
Dari sakit yang melelahkan.

Saturday, April 13, 2013

That Turning Point, That Journey (2)


Yuuki Kimihiro is an older son of Kimihiro family, an established Tea Ceremony Business through-out the nation. He was brought-up in a strict environment and had to be able to uphold his manner all the time. He had to learn all the techniques for the Tea Ceremony ever since he was 5 year-old. Being almost in-door since his childhood day, he was an awkward person when it comes to socialising with his friends.

When entering the middle school with his quite manner, most of the girls from his school were admiring him because of his handsome feature and his famous family business. Yuuki found this quite irritating, but could do nothing that would cease these girls from chasing him. Some of the boys found his attitude as an arrogant-young-master, while the others were attracted by his polite manner.

Above all, Yuuki never could find solace when he was among his friends except few of them. Being an obedient child, he never argued with what his father and mother had planned for his future. Everything changed when that incident happened. He could no longer abide by the law that set by his parent. His thirst for knowledge had set him forward towards his new goal; to find the truth behind the incident.

He has two brothers and sisters that he adored so much, and sometimes envied of their freedom. So much so that he did not know that the second son of Kimihiro, Akira felt the same envied toward his older brother. Being the centre of attention among the relatives and their parent acquaintances, Akira wished that Mifune Kimihiro and Kyouko Kimihiro would pay more attention to him. He decided to walk the path of the successor in order to surpass his carefree brother, Yuuki.

Despite Akira interest in learning the art of tea ceremony pleased Mifune and Kyouko, they never once thought that Akira could surpass Yuuki. In Yuuki point of view, Akira interest was purely due to his love of the ceremony and Yuuki welcomed his brother wholeheartedly. Least that he knew his brother intention was due to his envied.

Akihiro Kimihiro, was pleased to see his brothers and parent happy would not bother with the family business although Mifune and Kyouko tried to persuade Akihiro to join his brothers to learn the art of the ceremony. Mifune and Kyouko give up putting Akihiro into the training. Akihiro understood his twin brother, Akira most. However, he wanted to believe that his suspicious of Akira’s attitude toward Yuuki was mistake. This blessed family continue to live together in Fukushima prefecture, the olden house design isolated from most of the resident house.

Mifune and Kyouko would always and repeatedly pronounce the golden word of the master of the tea ceremony; Sen Rikyou-sensei before their breakfast started that the boys grew tired yet remember each word perfectly along with the intonation that their parent used when reciting the word.

"Tea is nought but this;
First you heat the water,
Then you make the tea.
Then you drink it properly.
That is all you need to know"


The parent believed that, these words are most beautiful that when repeatedly recite, would entranced their children to enter into this business and expand the wealth of Kimihiro's family. Though, they were mistaken.

Sunday, February 24, 2013

MACEX'13

Finally, after almost a year, this project [MACEX'13] is official. With a proper approval from the higher-up of the university.

As for today, we will have an interview session for the selected candidates that will join force with us in realizing this dream. Nagai, nagai no yume!

copyright from Mr. Kind google yet again (=

From the start I had this doki doki feeling.Hopefully the new people are the one that I could get along well, soretemo, they are people that could give a 120% commitment for this project.

Tonikaku,
All the best to the interviewer and the rest of the team members. Wish that this day will run smoothly. Amin
May Allah bless us!

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

That Turning Point, That Journey (1)

Prologue

He walked again through that path. To and fro, and never felt bored with the same routine. Why is it so? His friends were wondering how could he lead that 'boring' life, with less entertainments?

'No wonder, he has no girlfriends 'till now, though he indeed good looking...'

'Tsk...dont bother asked him, he surely refuse your offer...'

'Is he even exist in the same world as us? Or is he live in the parallel world to us?'

People are talking, about his 'boring' life. Most of them looked at him as a weirdo and some even mocking him.

Ryuuga had the chance to ask the exact question that everyone around him asked. Indeed, its might reach thousandth time, the question is being asked.

"Why do you always go through that path? Even when we had new road, much more comfortable and smoother, in fact, its rather a short route to your destination, Yuuki-chan."

Again, he just smiling as he usually did to other people. However, Yuuki loves Ryuuga so much to ignore the question. Teasing his best buddy, Yuuki replied Ryuuga with question.

"After ten years of waiting, for us to be reunited again, is that the only question you have accumulated for me?"

Ryuuga laugh. Yuuki smile.

"Did you know, why they called me boring nowadays?"

"Did they? Have they all gone blind? Don't they see how good looking, handsome, gay your look is?"

Shrug.

"Well, what do you think of me?" a short pause before Yuuki continue while shrugging, "Not that I care~"

Again, Ryuuga laugh. Hard.

"Have you gone mad? Never in my life even once you ask me this type of question. Is our ten-year of separation made you become sappy?"

Again, Yuuki shrugged.

Ryuuga knew, something had changed within his friend. If through e-mail and chatting, Ryuuga could not really detected what was happening in this land, their birthplace, seeing Yuuki in front of him, puzzle him even more.

"Hey dude, what's really is happening when I am gone?"

Sigh. Although Yuuki had thought that this would come at the end, he never want it to be this soon. He did not prepared yet, but, its has to be today. If Ryuuga knew from someone else he would be in rage.

"I am a Muslim."

"..."

"WHAT???!"

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Personality traits


Your personality type: "Harmony-seeking Idealist"
Quietly forceful, original and sensitive. Tend to stick to things until they are done. Extremely intuitive about people and concerned for their feelings. Well-developed value systems which they strictly adhere to. Well-respected for their perserverence in doing the right thing. Likely to be individualistic, rather than leading or following.
Careers that could fit you include:
Counselors, clergy, missionaries, teachers, medical doctors, dentists, chiropractors, psychologists, psychiatrists, writers, musicians, artists, psychics, photographers, child care workers, education consultants, librarians, marketeers, scientists, social workers.









-my brain refuse to accept more than what i have read
-letting it rest through personality test.
-Well, it's not that unrelated to what i read just a moment ago.
-If you wish to do the personality test, you can visit this site.
-Havr fun =D