Mayday

Even after an exhausting day
The brain kept thinking
The soul is restless

Please let me find peace
Over the body that overwork
Over the brain that so much noises
Over the soul that so thirst

2019

Mencari kembali rentak dan langkah
Bukan mudah untuk memulakan
Aduh
Sungguh canggung dirasakan

Harus ada permulaan
Harus ada tekad
Harus terus mengorak
Harus terus bergerak

Mujahadah itu pahit
Tapi mudah bila bisa istiqamah

Tuhan,
Ku pohon kekuatan
Ku pohon kesabaran
Untuk tahun penuh debaran

Catatan permulaan tahun 2019

A closure

Perhaps this gonna be my last posting in 2018.

Will be welcoming new year with new situation and hopefully this is the best.

I could no longer able to continue there even if the offer is bigger. It no longer gives me satisfaction and enjoyment.

I am anxious and nervous. For various reasons. Almost break down.

But I hope next year is going to be much better. Yes, with big HOPE.

Screwed what other people thinks.
Please let me focus on my life, because am totally exhausted.

Welcome 2019 with bigger HOPE.

Frontliner

The Real Battle

Our Little Project

Today's project was making toys for my son. He was under hfmd, so being active as he normally does making him restless when putting him under 'house arrest' for more than a week.

Get well soon, Son.

Rant

Stress. Bukan sebab workload. Sebab orang.

Dia punya stress tu tahap sakit kepala.sesak nafas.

Rasa nak berhenti, tapi tak rasa worth it, berhenti sebab orang. Huuui.