MACEX'13

Finally, after almost a year, this project [MACEX'13] is official. With a proper approval from the higher-up of the university.

As for today, we will have an interview session for the selected candidates that will join force with us in realizing this dream. Nagai, nagai no yume!

copyright from Mr. Kind google yet again (=

From the start I had this doki doki feeling.Hopefully the new people are the one that I could get along well, soretemo, they are people that could give a 120% commitment for this project.

Tonikaku,
All the best to the interviewer and the rest of the team members. Wish that this day will run smoothly. Amin
May Allah bless us!

That Turning Point, That Journey (1)

Prologue

He walked again through that path. To and fro, and never felt bored with the same routine. Why is it so? His friends were wondering how could he lead that 'boring' life, with less entertainments?

'No wonder, he has no girlfriends 'till now, though he indeed good looking...'

'Tsk...dont bother asked him, he surely refuse your offer...'

'Is he even exist in the same world as us? Or is he live in the parallel world to us?'

People are talking, about his 'boring' life. Most of them looked at him as a weirdo and some even mocking him.

Ryuuga had the chance to ask the exact question that everyone around him asked. Indeed, its might reach thousandth time, the question is being asked.

"Why do you always go through that path? Even when we had new road, much more comfortable and smoother, in fact, its rather a short route to your destination, Yuuki-chan."

Again, he just smiling as he usually did to other people. However, Yuuki loves Ryuuga so much to ignore the question. Teasing his best buddy, Yuuki replied Ryuuga with question.

"After ten years of waiting, for us to be reunited again, is that the only question you have accumulated for me?"

Ryuuga laugh. Yuuki smile.

"Did you know, why they called me boring nowadays?"

"Did they? Have they all gone blind? Don't they see how good looking, handsome, gay your look is?"

Shrug.

"Well, what do you think of me?" a short pause before Yuuki continue while shrugging, "Not that I care~"

Again, Ryuuga laugh. Hard.

"Have you gone mad? Never in my life even once you ask me this type of question. Is our ten-year of separation made you become sappy?"

Again, Yuuki shrugged.

Ryuuga knew, something had changed within his friend. If through e-mail and chatting, Ryuuga could not really detected what was happening in this land, their birthplace, seeing Yuuki in front of him, puzzle him even more.

"Hey dude, what's really is happening when I am gone?"

Sigh. Although Yuuki had thought that this would come at the end, he never want it to be this soon. He did not prepared yet, but, its has to be today. If Ryuuga knew from someone else he would be in rage.

"I am a Muslim."

"..."

"WHAT???!"

Personality traits

Your personality type: "Harmony-seeking Idealist"

Quietly forceful, original and sensitive. Tend to stick to things until they are done. Extremely intuitive about people and concerned for their feelings. Well-developed value systems which they strictly adhere to. Well-respected for their perserverence in doing the right thing. Likely to be individualistic, rather than leading or following.

Careers that could fit you include:

Counselors, clergy, missionaries, teachers, medical doctors, dentists, chiropractors, psychologists, psychiatrists, writers, musicians, artists, psychics, photographers, child care workers, education consultants, librarians, marketeers, scientists, social workers.

-my brain refuse to accept more than what i have read
-letting it rest through personality test.
-Well, it's not that unrelated to what i read just a moment ago.
-If you wish to do the personality test, you can visit this site.
-Havr fun =D

.:grateful:.

The 'Thank You' phrase was not enough to show my gratefulness for having a wonderful and awesome team.  These overwhelmed feelings, could not be expressed through the simple phrase of 'Thank You'. How could I repay for your kindness? All I could do is to pray that Allah will rewards everyone with His merciful and kindness. May Allah rewards us for the hardworks and sincerity. May this world would be a better place in the near future. May our objectives reached to the end of the world.

For every single of you are the factor for the event ended successfully, despite the challenges that occur during the event. Such great experiences, where could I gain if not from this event? Meeting you guys are not a mistakes, it was a destiny created by Allah, for us to learn from each other, to support each other, and to spread and shares the ideas with other people.

I may not express myself very well to everyone of you. However, I would like to say that, I already miss you guys even more than yesterday. I would not idle around just because I miss everyone because, the feeling of inspiration, aspiration, and motivation would keep me moving forward through the challenges that I will have to face in the near future. And hope that it will last till I rest in peace.

Memoirs of Birds

National Economics Student (NESt) Conference

17-18 November 2012

"This is a Hope of Pleasure..."

May your Pressure,

Be changed to pleasure,

That you will receive treasure,

In great measure.

It was hard to describe everything about the recent event. How should I describe the most precious moments in my life through out the four-year of studies at this university. I learnt a lot. From zero to hero. I gain so much. I made mistakes yet the teams are so wise and nice to advise me. I have done somethings before I graduate. The decision that I had made in the previous post, to not regretting my remaining life as a student in this university is almost fulfilled. I have made a history. I have become a part of history, and proud of it.

Hopefully, this brotherhood, this chemistry, this relationship will last forever. We will meet again, whether it is in the same roof or in any where in this world. For even if we are far away, we still live under the same blue sky. The same bright sun and light moon. I am thankful to my LORD for giving me hope and guide me to meet these wonderful people. I do not wish to let it go.

For the greater good, For humanity.

National Economics Student (NESt) Conference

17-18 November 2012

Habis.

akhirnya, tiba lagi kepenghujung. tinggal setahun lagi. tak lama dah. Semoga dipermudahkan-Nya. Berfikir-fikir. Dapat apa di uia? tak dapat apa di uia? tertanya-tanya. Ada lagi perkara yang nak dilakukan sebelum bergelar graduan ijazah sarjana muda?

berfikir secara matang. biarpun pada asalnya tercampak di uia tanpa rela. paksa rela. dengan rasa kecewa. membawa segala rasa pesimis memasuki gerbang uia. mahu keluar juga dengan rasa yang sama? tidak. sama sekali tidak.

mereka membuka mata hati saya. melapangkan dada seluas-luasnya. hikmah yang cukup besar. nilai yang berbeza buat setiap individu. menyesal? tidak. Alhamdulillah, tidak lagi.

dan sekali lagi, Allah telah memberi jawapan kepada segala perancangan-Nya yang maha sempurna:

'Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesua tu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.' 

- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

saya mahu melakukan sesuatu yang luar biasa. lebih biasa daripada biasa. timelinenya ialah setahun. berjaya atau tidak, itu perkara kedua. pertama-tama, mesti buat. supaya bila keluar dari gerbang uia, saya tersenyum puas. menangis kegembiraan.

i am a lone ranger disini. lebih sendiri dari bersama. lonely? rarely. sudah biasa. berteman, tapi tak bersama selalu. saya tak ada kumpulan atau kata lain geng, tapi saya ada ramai adik-adik baik hati, manja, peramah, penghibur, pendengar. saya tak ada kumpulan atau kata lain geng, tapi adik-adik saya mengajar saya pelbagai perkara. directly or indirectly. keluarga besar saya, persatuan itu.


nak kata menyesal lagi?tidak lagi. Alhamdulillah. jalan-jalan ini sudah terukir indah. jalan-jalan ini sudah mekar bau wangian bunga-bungaan. jalan-jalan ini dilihatnya menarik terhias cantik. tinggal lagi bertemu penghujungnya.

Our meetings may not meant to be forever,

Our meetings may not ended up, us together,

Our meetings are for me to learn something from you,

And you learn something from me,

It may ended up us parting,

Never meet again,

But, the memories are forever ours,

Living inside our heart.

Them

They are so great!Awesome!Cool!
It's so frustrating!
Every step I walk,
They outrun me

Hastily walking towards the goal is no good
There will be a huge hole if i were to walk faster and hurriedly.
It would tire me more than walking step by step.
But,
I want to be on-par with them

I also don't want them to slow down their pace
Just for me
Ahh! If only they would turn around, checking on me
From time to time.
Helping me solving the puzzle.
Again, too much help could do no good to me.

This journey,
I don't want to be a burden to them.
But, I want to be selfish
Wanting them to help me, yet wanting them to not helping me
Yeah, a conflict within oneself

Truthfully, I don't want to be part of Tall Poppy Syndrome.
Ever.

まえ すすめ!!